There was a time, when I used to feel super inferior
to them in class. When I feel that I am worth nothing compared to them. Well,
you can call that as lack of confidence, thank you. But now that I slowly start
to find my grip on things, getting use to giving ideas and all, I think I’m
getting better and better each day.
And for this second semester, i was appointed as a leader for my Islamic Revealed Knowledge class. Well. a leader. Maybe for someone, it is nothing. But it becomes something when you have a group like mine. Well, ya know, it is nothing actually, just some misunderstanding and bickering on ideas and luckily we manage to get over it coolly. Moral of the story is ; you better have the best idea, or nothing at all. Nothing here means : NO COOPERATION. Everyone points here and there but still they have no more than less to offer. I was there, at my wits end.
Now that it is settled-i can say so now i guess hhee. now that it is settled that i have to work on my video editing. May Allah help us and make things go smooth as we wished. May we get excellent marks on this assignment. It worths 25 marks after all. Worth my whole life. Worth our whole life.
btw Abah came just now with lap table from ikea and ayamas, from ayamas :) glad to see him. He said he has not yet arrived home-as in he has many works today. hmm :) Kerja elok elok, abah! Jaga kesihatan and salam rindu buat semua kat rumah di Terengganu.
Assalamualaikum.
