whoa. it's like super awesome malam ni. digging back the memory holes listening to onerepublic hits, archie's (david archuleta), miss lovato's, selena's , cyrus's, beyonce's, eminem's, and even some of jesse mccartney and lee seung gi's past album.
and it is even more awesome sebab petang tadi mak cakap dia jumpa my lost Nikon dlam bonet kereta kitorang dekat rumah... hihi :)
ALHAMDULILLAH, thnx YA ALLAH kerana menjawab doaku..dan mengakirinya dengan berita gumbira hinih.. terima kasih :))
*tersengih macam kerang busuk*
sungguh. bercita-cita besar nak round 1 dunia. tapi bisakah?
dear sir.
Last sem when we were taking political sciences, we were taught on how we shouldnt secularize our life. how we shouldnt seperate our life from Islam. How the politics in Islam is based on the 5 principles of Islam. how we saw the effect of not combining the matters of ketuhanan into politics. like pakcik machiavelli and all that..
But now in CCTS class recently, (Creative and Critical Thinking Skills), which has nothing to do with malaysian politic literally, how can you said
''islam is islam, political party is political party, and u cannot combine them two''
yes, sir, i remember it clearly..how u said it.
and now i dont get it. why is that, such a principle can change over 1 semester?
in my humble opinion, If we are to seperate Islam with political party, aint that political parties are those who enters election? if they were chosen whatsoever, then are we going to let whatever party to govern our beautiful malaysia? with majority Muslims as citizens? what will happen then? even now, night club's everywhere,alcoholic drinks are widely sold around malaysia, i wonder what will happen if political party without religion interest take over. it's not like ''the now'' is perfect enough. duhh!
my humble rambling. assalamualaikum.
Have you ever feel like there's nothing more you deserve than a blame for every mistakes you have done. You acknowledge it, youve hurted too many people and you will never dodge the blame because you know it is all your fault. now Im sorry groupmates for not being a good leader. :'( I feel so much of a failure now, that i dont know how to face all of you again. Im sorry for not being able to produce a good presentation, and when i look back at it this evening, it might not be right for leaving Aniqah and Lily back there in class when the rest of our groups are presenting in the front eventhough they were not going to present. Now i feel so bad I Am so sorry. :'( There's no words can describe how i feel right now. how sorry i am towards you guys. I am So SOrry :(
“When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way.” ― Paulo Coelho, Brida
just words of consolation to my dear sad heart.
Assalamualaikum .
'' if only i can
turn back time, i would like to be better to her. to listen to everything she
says, to be in the kitchen with her, (then i wont be as lazy as i am today) i
would hug her tightly and sleep with her not only in weekend but everynight. i
would do anything for her, give away korean dramas, make way for her ”gerak
khas” that she likes to watch. i would surely better to her, if only i knew
those were her very last precious years. ill make way for you in anything.
while tears are choking me right now, how i wish u are here. If u can watch me
right now, please do come even if it’s just in my sleep. I Miss u. ''
There was a time, when I used to feel super inferior
to them in class. When I feel that I am worth nothing compared to them. Well,
you can call that as lack of confidence, thank you. But now that I slowly start
to find my grip on things, getting use to giving ideas and all, I think I’m
getting better and better each day.
And for this second semester, i was appointed as a leader for my Islamic Revealed Knowledge class. Well. a leader. Maybe for someone, it is nothing. But it becomes something when you have a group like mine. Well, ya know, it is nothing actually, just some misunderstanding and bickering on ideas and luckily we manage to get over it coolly. Moral of the story is ; you better have the best idea, or nothing at all. Nothing here means : NO COOPERATION. Everyone points here and there but still they have no more than less to offer. I was there, at my wits end.
Now that it is settled-i can say so now i guess hhee. now that it is settled that i have to work on my video editing. May Allah help us and make things go smooth as we wished. May we get excellent marks on this assignment. It worths 25 marks after all. Worth my whole life. Worth our whole life.
btw Abah came just now with lap table from ikea and ayamas, from ayamas :) glad to see him. He said he has not yet arrived home-as in he has many works today. hmm :) Kerja elok elok, abah! Jaga kesihatan and salam rindu buat semua kat rumah di Terengganu.
Assalamualaikum.
